We are practicing blog honesty, thanks to my sweet cousin Tammy's example. I haven't been able to post about my little baby Jay until now because it's just been too hard. Dan and I had to make the very difficult decision to put our little guy to sleep two nights ago. Jay got very sick with a rare cat virus and there was no cure. We had to say good bye to our little friend. It was so unexpected, and I never realized how heartbreaking it would be to lose an animal that I loved so much. Since moving here, Dan has been so busy with school, and I was having a hard time.
He brought so much happiness and sunshine into our lives. Jay was my best friend and made everything so much easier. Dan studies late, so my little buddy would go to bed with me at night and follow me around all day. He would run to the door when I got home from work, and never leave my side. He was the best kitty, and I loved him so much. I am having a really hard time dealing with losing my little friend and hope that this emptiness will go away with time. I haven't even been able to sleep in my bed because it makes me think of him too much and I just cry all night and miss him so much. The littlest things make me miss my baby. Again, I know we will feel better one day, but we will never forget little Jay. I may have only had him for a short time but he did so much good for my heart and helping me get through the trials I have been going through right now.